I have not been to this site in some time, I honestly don't know why. I like to think because I'm busy, but who isn't? Denial, perhaps?
Max was doing so well, but just yesterday and today we fear we may be getting near the end. He's gotten slower and slower and sleeping alot, but we thought it was ok as he still seemed happy. After all, he's an older dude plus has the cancer.
The best way I know to describe him is withdrawn. He stays in his bed in the sunroom almost all the time. Yesterday he came out for a piece of Dad's breakfast (typically a BIG part of his daily routine!), but stayed in bed the rest of the day. I managed to get him to go outside only once. He would not come into the TV room last night to have a taste of Dad's ice cream, which he usually thinks is the best treat!
I put his extra bed in our bedroom last night to see if he would stay close. Nope - after a little while he went back to the bed in the sunroom. This is a dog who has always stayed close by us.
Oh, and something else. He's been very "gassy" the past week or so. And he pooped in the house 2X yesterday. Could this mean the tumor is now so big it affects his bowels too???
This morning, he rejected his piece of Dad's breakfast. He wouldn't go out, and he barely lifted his head. He did get up once and drink a little bit. Now sleeping again. At one point when I was petting him and talking to him, he gave me a "look". Now, Max is the king of "looks", so maybe I'm reading something into it. But my instinct is that he is trying to tell me something.
I hope he's just having a couple of bad days, but don't want to kid myself. Max deserves better. I'll keep you posted.
As so many have stated, thank God for this site. Maybe nothing gets solved and we end up with the same dreaded result, but it's comforting to know we're not alone.