Hi Pepe1,
No, I never received a response to my questions. I went ahead with radiation after some terrible misgivings. It was much harder for me than chemo. The whole process of getting ready for it was very dehumanizing for me...the calculations, measurements, the tattoos, the endless time in the machine to get everything just right. In the end, it was all OK. Everyone in the office was ablsoutely wonderful, patient and kind. I went through the whole course of treatment with no trepidation and in good spirits except for the very beginning. The unknown is a very scary thing. Once it becomes familiar, it's relatively easy to take it in stride.
Now, a year later, I feel better than ever. My energy is good. My hair came back curly! My spirits are high. As someone said to me recently, "You still have your glow on." I did make a point of celebrating the end of every stage of treatment. I had a little party after chemo was over and took a little trip after radiation was finished as a symbol of regaining my freedom. (You'll know what I mean after you make that daily trip for months.)
Best of luck making your decision. Once you decide, stay your course and try not to second guess yourself. Live in the moment and enjoy the new perspective you now have on your life. There are wonderful things in store for you at the end of this journey.