I received a reply to my question and problem with TAXOL chemo treatment from Tracee H. I would very much like to thank you for your reply. I was going to go in and talk my chemo doctor and tell her--because of the bone pain and nerve pain--I just could not do this. After reading what Tracee has gone throught--I realize even if the doctors do their best--there are no guarentees--CANCER can come back. My surgeon says they can cut out the cancer but when it has reached a lymnth node--cancer is sneaky and dangerous. Can reappear in your body. I also read on the cancer research the side effects of TAMOXIFEN. It benefited a lot of people, however, women over 60 years of age should consider the high risk of stroke or heart attack with it. It is like darned if you do and darned if you don't. If anyone has anymore help or pointers how to deal with this, I would appreciate it. Thank you