I'm sorry to hear about your loss. I know how challenging it can be dealing with the death of a loved one. I am from a non-profit organization called Road of Life:Cancer Prevention for Kids and we have a support blog on our website, www.roadoflife.com, and I didn't know if it was something you might be interested in. We try to gather support for and from everyone that we can, and being someone who has dealt with the pain of it, it is always good to know that there is support out there!
Thanks for your time.