I was afraid of the exact same thing. My boyfriend, who has been a tremendous source of support, really put it into perspective for me, and while it was difficult to hear, I've come to terms with it. He said, "I want you more than I want kids. If we can't have kids, then we can't have kids. We can adopt or even get a surrogate if we have to. All I want is for you to be healthy." It's still tough to think about not being able to have kids after more than one LEEP, but the odds are that you won't have to have multiple procedures and you'll be able to have a baby just like everyone else. Good luck!