G'day (I am from Australia) all. Like Lindsey I have just
discovered this website and have just read all the messages.
I probably have the longest experience of all people in this
message board so far. I was one of the 2040 people who
formed the cohort for the first international trial (known as
MOSAIC - you can check this on the web) of oxaliplatin/5-FU/
leuvocorin, aka FOLFOX-4. That was from January to June
2000. I remain under scrutiny with MOSAIC although it is now 6
years since the operation (Hartmann procedure) and I continue
in remission.
In 2000 I had 12 straight fortnightly cycles of FOLOFOX-4
treatment and seemed to get through them quite well. I even
made short work trips between cycles to places near to
Australia in the South Pacific. During the treatment I had the
usual problems with tingling toes and fingers, mouth ulcers...
In July 2000 I had an operation which reversed the Harmann
procedure and life appeared to return to normal.
But about 3 months later I started to experience the symptoms
of full-blown peripheral neuropathy, as so many of you have
described them. It affects my toes and feet, extending up my
ankles and sometimes reaching my knees. I have not had too
much pain in my hands, but I am clumsier than I used to be,
even allowing for the fact that I am 69. I also have degenerative
osteo-arthritis, mainly in the lower back and knees. When the
two are active together they "sing" in devilish unison. Getting
enough sleep is always a problem. I tried anti-convulsants to
get sleep but that did little for me. Other pain killers did little.
My next step will be to perhaps try Amitriptyline (brand names
here are Endep or Elavil) which, as well as being a treatment for
depression, is also a sedative, and is useful for patients with
insomnia, restlessness, and nervousness. It has also been
found to be helpful for treating fibromyalgia and symptoms
related to chronic pain.
In 2001 oncologists and neurologists seemed to know little
about oxaliplatin and PN - I was actually told that I was the
only person in the global MOSAIC experiment who had these
symptoms and they must therefore be caused by alcohol abuse
(I had worked in the media worked for many years and had
once been a "moderate", even heavy, drinker at times)! Sadly a
low alcohol regime has done little or nothing to help and the
myelin sheathing is just as damaged as ever it was.
I recently recognised that I could not put in a full day's work
effectively and so I have retired. Well, more or less "retired" as I
am now a volunteer with some ten community, state and
national cancer institutions. The important thing about this
kind of work is that I can work at my own pace and usually
catch a power nap with it gets tough.
So - THE BAD NEWS FOR ALL OF YOU IS THAT AFTER MORE
THAN FIVE YEARS MY PN HAS NOT IMPROVED VERY MUCH. I am
resigned to living with it as best I can for the rest of my life.
I am trying to keep my general state of well being as high as
possible. I now have a well balanced diet and have lost some,
but not yet enough, weight. I take mainly Glucosamine
Sulphate and Omega-3 fish oil (with clinician approval) to keep
my arthritis in check. I am taking mega vitamin B for the PN -
that's all. I massage my feet and exercise for about an hour
every day - some flexibility and strengthening exercises and as
much, and then a little more, walking as my feet will allow
without giving me hell. When that happens I have a mini cycling
machine which is boring but helps by lowering the impact on
my feet and legs. (I have obtained some useful exercises from
the (US) Neuropathy Association and from the Washington State
University (Seattle?) web site.) I wear shoes as seldom as
possible; sandals whenever possible.
Problems? Occasional bouts of (mild?) depression and periods
of inertia - doing nothing when I know there is lots I can do.
Finding somebody who knows the problems and can
communicate (I have helped form a cancer patient-to-patient
network at the hospital where I am treated - talking with
patients in the chemotherapy ward helps me as much as them,
I think). And most of all, just living through the periods of pain
and discomfort.
Reading this message board has made me realise that there are
people who are having a much worse time that I am. I wish I
could give you more comfort, but I am afraid that it is likely to
be a long road ahead for most if us.
Best wishes...........John