There are no words that I can give to make you feel 100% better, but I do know what you are going thru. My mother fought this disease for 3 years and I believed that she was going to be fine. In 8-04 she was told the tumor was not responding to the chemo and she passed on 12-04. She didn't even get really sick until 11-04. I can remember feeling those last 3 weeks she lived took forever. We both asked why was God making her stay here like this for so long. In retrospect, it was so quick. Please, if you really feel it is the end make sure he hears everything you have to say. Don't feel like you need to hold anything back. I wanted her to go and she wanted to go and we talked about everything and made pacts and reassured each other that we were okay and that makes it so much easier today. I cry all the time becuz I want to hug her or hear her voice but I know that everything was said. I feel her around me all the time and have actually had her answer some questions I've had. I know they stay with us forever and watch over us. We never lose the ones we love, we just have to wait for our time to be reunited.