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hi, im at the worst time of my year...happens every year... i'm snappy, selfish, emotional but at the same time i push everyone who cares away.
it's THAT time of year im due for my yearly check up.
i have been in remission now for 11yrs so know the chances of it coming back now are very rare/virtually un heard of.
BUT
since beating this cancer ive been given the greatest gift of five children (yes they told me none!) so you see i now have everything to live for and i feel like somone has hold of my kids and is threating to take them from me at this time of year.
do you understand me? also every year i ask the same question to my consultant and every year he sits on the fence.
he never gives me a proper answer, so wondered if anyone here new..... are my babes more at risk because mum had it?
thanks for reading.x.