I was diagnosed with StageIV bronchioaveolar carcinoma (BAC) in Jan. 2005. I was walking 3 miles a day at lunch time with a friend for a few weeks when suddenly, in December, I felt like I wasn't able to get enough oxygen and was breathing kind of hard while walking. I figured I was getting flu, went to the Dr. who listened to my lungs and said I sounded fine and gave me anti-biotics in case I was getting flu.
Antibiotics did nothing and by Jan. 5 I was winded walking across the room and realised maybe this was something serious. I had no congestion and very slight cough. I was a smoker and thought little about a cough at flu season.
To make a long story short, I was admitted to hospital that day because my oxygen concentration was about 68% and a chest x-ray showed my lungs were full of spots. I was in the ICU on a ventilator for 11 days and don't remember anything after getting to the hospital!
Broncoscopy on the 3rd day showed the BAC. I was given a 5% chance of living because they just couldn't being my ocygen level up or take me off the ventilator. My poor husband was told to prepare for my death. (I turned 50 the next month, feel about 35 and it was a big shock to everyone!)
Anyway, the doctor told my husband they couldn't give me regular chemo because I was barely alive as it was. He had a bottle of Iressa a former patient's widow had donated and asked could he try giving it to me. Within two days my chest x-rays showed my lungs were hald clear, my oxygen level was coming up rapidly, my face was pink again! The doctors said they had never seen such a positive and rapid reaction to Iressa! I went home 14 days after being admitted!
The Iressa only gave me slight acne on my face and dry skin. I feel great, have been working part-time and doing sit-ups and yoga since February. Trying to have the healthiest body I can.
The cancer had already metastised to a couple of vertebrae, a rib, and a small area of my pelvis when diagnosed. But I only have a 3/4 inch tumor (the original) in my right lung and some slight "shadows" show up in the left lung.
I go back for a CT scan in a couple of weeks and will change to Tarceva at that time. My insurance won't pay for the Iressa because I haven't had 2 rounds of traditional chemo first. I've been lucky enough to get the Iressa free through donations so far, but the anxiety of not knowing month to month if I can get it again is a worry I don't need. I can get the Tarceva free through the manufacturer if the insurance turns us down for that, too. (Which they are expected to.)
I have high hopes I will continue to do well on Tarceva, even though the acne may get worse for awhile. My hope is to keep trying these new meds as they are available since I respond well to them and they give me a normal life. Then maybe they'll be able to do gene therapy or something in a couple of years to make the cancer a chronic but not fatal illness. Can't hurt to hope! I've been lucky so far!
I realise my time is probably limited. But this cancer has given me a whole new perspective on life and I am actually enjoying life more and better able to receive love from others than I was before! So, even if I don't live another full year, I want to live that year to the fullest, love my husband and enjoy his love, and share the sunshine with my friends and pets as long as I can! It can't hurt to keep my spirits up and appreciate all the wonderful things there are to appreciate in life. Who knows -- maybe positive thinking can actually help.
This is my first time posting a message here. It really helps to read other people's experiences and I hope I can give support to others. We're all in this together!