On 12/29/2007 Poppy 1952 wrote:
Susan, You just don't know how it breaks my heart read your letters. I wish now I had never written those negative things about Doxil. I certainly don't want Denys reading them. Ya'll are in my prayers, that's about all I can do. You know I run into people I know all of the time that say "We are praying for you". My answer is "Don't Stop!". Everyone of us who has MM relys on the hopes and prayers of those closest to us. My rock to lean on is my wife Shirley. God knows how much I love her and depend on her. Your sister feels the same about you. But sometimes the rock that's being leaned on needs uplifting, too. So this is yours. No one hates having this disease any more than me or Denys, but we are so glad we have our "Rocks" walking with us. God Bless you. Hugs to both of you. Poppy
Poppy,
Denys went to the emergency room yesterday.. The pain in her leg became unbearable. The oxycotton was doing nothing to ease it at all.
I told her along with other friends and family to go to the hospital. Her Dr. was supposed to be heading their last night. (Saturday). I know the the hospital will start a morphine drip to control the pain. This will help untill they get her back on the chemo. She told me yesterday that the Velcade/Doxil were on order and they were just waiting for them to come in, then she would start.
While she is in there I think they will biopsy the lumps on her back, and maybe she would be better having the bone marrow biospy done now instead of waiting till the end of January to do it in Little Rock. I booked our parents on a flight to Tampa for Saturday the 5Th. Denys is the oldest of six children , I am in the middle . Our parents are both 78yrs old but you would never know it by looking at them. . This year and a half has been a huge rollar coaster with more downs.then ups.
I will never give up nor will my sister.. My parents will go down first, and then I will take if from there. I am not married , self supportive and have a full time job.. Last year my job granted me leave to take care of my sister. I was her caregiver for the Stem Cell Transplant and when she began the Velcade in Little Rock. Since it was leave I didn't get paid so my Dad paid me my salary to help my sister. I really need to see how things pan out when my parents go before I book my own flight.
Thanks for the chat, it is always good to speak to somone else who understands things such as yourself. How have you been doing and feeling lately?? Are you on any chemo?
Talk to you soon,
Susan
Susan