On 1/7/2008 poppy/cath wrote:
I apologise Susan -- after reading your note to Alexis I realise that I had forgotten much of the treatment that Denys had undergone -- I can only put it down to chemo brain and short term memory loss. A psychologist friend has told me that physically this has happened during my really bad patch after Velcade when I ended up in hospice for a month and lost 50kg - no nutrition for 3 months except peg feeding -- she feels that this had a direct effect on short term memory loss. Anyhow, I see that Denys has had Revlimid and radiotherapy to no avail in the past -- I've been trying to find even newer drugs still in clinical trials. There is one that they are trying here called LBH 589 put out by Novartis -- have you heard anything about it over there? Like all of these drugs, because of the individuality of people the drugs are only good for certain people, but maybe there is something in the pipeline. Like you, I'm going to keep on trying until that magic pill does arrive -- and it will, and hopefully in my lifetime!! Sorry about asking things that I should have remembered -- I sincerely apologise. Cath
Hi Cath,
Denys is still doing awful. My parents are there with her in Tampa. Denys is still not on any Chemo. She went for blood work today and "Supposedly" she will start Vel/Doxil on Friday. My brother-in-law says that this is the year she makes some kind of recovery, or hospice would be her next step. My brother in law said my sister Denys knows she is now terminally ill. The pain in her leg is so horrible. My mom is her caregiver right now says my poor sister is in agony. She is unable to watch her and breaks down and cries allot. I quess my mom is coming to the realization on just how bad my sister has gotten. Denys will not be returning to Little Rock as planned on January 26Th. She can hardly walk around or bearly sit. As I have explained the Myeloma has gone into both tibia's but my sister says that it is only her left leg that hurts so much. Just a few weeks ago my sister told me she would not let the Myeloma take her soul. All of a sudden since being home in Tampa she is very ill now, and from what I understand through one of her friends who spoke to my sisters Dr. is that he is not very optimistic for Denys winning her battle. Hospice is a scary name , didn't you tell me you were in hospice for a while ?? I explained to my brother in law that he better let me know when or if her time comes because I have so much to tell her especially that I love her with all my heart . I will keep you posted but so far everything is still the same if not getting worse. Hopefully, when her Dr. moves his ass and gets her back on some kind of chemo she will be better then she is right now. She just sleeps all day from all the pain meds and hardly wants to eat. I really feel bad for my parents to , as I explained they are both 78yrs old, not spring chickens anymore.
Be well ,
Susan