Dear Rosie,
Thanks for responding. No, I don't feel better. But thanks for asking. I had a pap test after my treatments were over, and it was fine. Now I have had another pap smear and it came out abnormal. I had a biopsy last week and it showed more cancer. I am scheduled for a CT scan tomorrow. I have been cramping for a while now. I don't know if it is due to long term side effects of radiation, or if my cancer has spread. My doctor wants to do a pelvic exenteration which requires removal of my lymph nodes, bladder, rectum, and part of my lower colon. I am so scared! I haven't hardly eaten anything in 4 days and can't sleep. I am 41 years old with a 3 yr. old daughter. I am so afraid that I won't be here to take care of her. God bless. Monica