First, let me say that cancer is a lot like high school cliques. Meaning all the popular cancers get the attention when it comes to high dollar research and attention. Meanwhile, the obscure cancers (like islet cell) are as popular to cancer research scientist as the nerdy, stinky high school kid is to the prom queen. If you don’t believe me, Google Islet Cell Carcinoma.
Okay, I sound a little cynical. Now before anybody on here flames me, I feel your pain. I'm 33 and had major surgery to remove all my pancreas, gallbladder, spleen, & duodenum last October due to a large cancerous islet cell tumor in my pancreas. I was told that the doctors got it all, and I would never have to worry about islet cell cancer ever again.
Oooops, two weeks ago I was told it had returned where my pancreas used to be and had metastasized to my liver. (Metastasized is a fancy medical term for moved south for the winter. Only this carcinogenic geriatric snow bird owns an RV and plans on further traveling through-out my entire my body unless I can I can make him settle down & retire. Too bad I can’t build a Cracker Barrel where my spleen used be, because that would surely stop the tumors. Just like a geezer driving down the high-way, this cancer travels on the interstate in the left passing lane at 35 mph with his right turn signal flashing, so any additional growth should be slow growing.)
Again, the key words are "slow-growing" which I have discovered don't mean a thing. I’ve come to the conclusion that oncologists are a lot like an arrogant meteorologist with lackluster forecasting skills. For example, they both throw out percentages that make absolutely no sense to the common man or woman they are talking to. I asked my doctors to define slow growing, and I didn't get a good answer, especially when I went from nothing in November to a tumor bonanza.
I've been told my cancer is not curable at the present time. (I guess doctors throw in the "at the present time" to make you feel good.) Instead of worrying about the end, enjoy life. Make the most of it. With lack of previous research (but research is improving) and lots of varibables it is my understanding that Islet Cell Cancer can result in death in a few years to several decades after diagnosis.
I know it can really suck at times with the complications, side effects of treatment, or crazy things we experience. If you are concerned with what your future may hold, find a support group or someone who can help you emotionally.