I think all of us have reacted the same as you to the possibility of PC, once we started looking it up. That's the bad part of the internet...you find out sometimes more than you wanted to know, and then the good part...you find out how to fight this cancer. I'll second the person above who recommended the Johns Hopkins Chat site for info. It is much more active than this site, and lots of long time survivors to read about and get answers, inspiration, and hope from. I find I get more answers and quicker there, but check both places.
I'll also second the recommendation of M D Anderson in Houston, although Johns Hopkins and Sloan Kettering have excellent reputations also. You need a hospital that has lots of experience with the Whipple surgery, and who have surgeons who can deal with portal vein involvement, if need be, You also need a place that, if you aren't a candidate for the Whipple at this time, will give you chemo and radiation and attempt to get you to the stage where a Whipple can be considered. There are many people on this board and the JHU Chat room who were told initially that they couldn't have the Whipple because of metastasis, or portal vein involvement and have subsequently been able to have it later.
My boyfriend, age 63, was diagnosed with adenocarcinoma on the head of the pancreas in April 2007 and is being treated at M D Anderson Cancer Center in Houston. We self-referred him through their website (www.mdanderson.org) and heard back from them very quickly, faxed them the tests, scans, etc and had an appointment in a week or so. He had 5 wks of chemo and radiation, 5 weeks to recover, and then had the Whipple in Sept 2007. Clean margins and no evidence of metastasis.
He had 1/3 of his pancreas, 2 ft of his duodenum, his gall
bladder, and 1/3 of his stomach removed. Recovery was slow and his
appetite was poor for a couple months afterwards, but now he is eating
very well, starting to run again, and is feeling very good. Life has
returned to close to normal for him again.
We live in NW Florida and we go back to Houston for follow up every 3 months. His next follow up is in May....and as everyone hear will tell you, we all hold our breath at the follow up for the test results. However, he has gained back 35 of the 60 lbs he lost and is doing great so far.
Having the Whipple does not automatically mean you will be a diabetic. They don't take the entire pancreas, if they can help it, and while almost everyone has to take digestive enzyme pills with food afterwards, most are not diabetics.
Don't believe the statistics; remember you are a statistic of one. In this case, knowledge is power, so get all you can get. Don't let anyone tell you this is hopeless and to give up and settle for palliative care if you don't want to. M D Anderson has a survivor named Bill who works as a volunteer. You can talk to him if you go there...he's a 14 year survivor.
Donna C in FL