Hello, this is my first time on this website but after being diagnosed with NHL B stem cell satge 2 BE in January I have finally realized that I can not emontionally do this alone. I have a great support group behind me with my family but it seems no matter how much I have I still feel so alone and scared. I am about to finish up chemo and start on radiation and very scared of what's to come next. does any one have advice.....? I know I am headed in the path of recovery but I am scared of what then???