Thank you very much for your replies. My biopsy is tomorrow & of course, I am nervous. I'm very anxious for the results. I am glad the radiologist is moving my testing along swiftly. I believe even if the cells are found to be benign, I'll still be wondering what's forming in my breast. I expect more frequent mammos will be required at the very least. It feels like deja vu with my ovarian cancer where I went through many problems for years before the cancer really showed up.
I have had health problems throughout most of my life. I had seizures & psoriasis as a child. Out grew that when puberty hit, very late puberty by the way, & then all my reproductive system problems began. I had irregular periods, had to have a D&C for hemorrhaging, had to have my fallopian tubes removed due to a rare infection of an unknown source, I had a polycystic ovary, etc., etc. I dreaded going to the gyno as to what would be found next. I also tried invitro fertilization when it was very new & it failed. Finally, I had an enlarged uterus & upon surgery the encapsulated granulosa cell tumor was found on my ovary. What was left of my reproductive system was removed as this was the most likely place for the cancer to return. That type of ovarian cancer is rare & I was told it was unlikely to return in my case. No chemo or radiation required. However, when it does return the recurrence often is years or decades later. The lung is the most likely place, not the breast. Yet, there is a slight increase in breast cancer after having this type tumor.
I have been well for 20 years now. I believed removing my faulty repro system was the answer. I was well over the worrying about it. I have been taking estrogen (only) all that time to ward off osteoporosis. That was the standard until just the last few years -- too late for me to reconsider that option. I do believe the estrogen was a benefit to me in some ways, but now wonder if my breast changes are not a result of that. Possibly.
My mom took anti-miscarriage drugs when pregnant with me. She took them for 3 out of 4 children. Thank goodness she did or we most likely wouldn't be here at all. She had many miscarriages prior. My sister has had a few repro problems too. Only my oldest bro, her first child, was not exposed to these drugs. This could have led to my health problems. Again, possibly.
That oldest bro (no drugs during Mom's pregnancy) had 4 children with his first wife & 2 had cancer under age 5. Their cancers of the sphincter muscle were identical. He had 2 children with his second wife & 1 child had a brain tumor under age 5. My bro really went through the wringer. Ironically, he is a doctor so that helped his knowledge base. All those kids underwent chemo & radiation. SO THANKFULLY, all those children survived & are now in their 20's. Only one has lingering health problems due to the radiation aimed at his head. He's had the roughest time out of all of us. So yes, I do believe something genetically has gone wrong. None of us have had genetic testing for insurance reasons. If you test positive for mutations, it can be considered a pre-existing condition & future cancer conditions may not be covered. My bro the doc suspects mutations in the p-53 gene, but we prefer not to risk the testing.
Odd, I had the very first cancer in my family history followed by my bro's kids. Just recently, my aunt had invasive breast cancer & died at age 77. Her younger sister had a lumpectomy, but it was benign. Mom, Dad, grandparents never had cancer. Mom died at age 80 from other causes. Dad is 86 & extremely healthy. His mom lived into her 90's. So, who knows what's really going on here? I drive myself crazy thinking about it sometimes, but in the end just chalk it up to fate. I can't change it no matter what the cause.
One more thought, once cancer is found, I am a believer of surgery to completely remove the organs that can be invaded by cancer if at all possible. If cancer is found in one of my breasts, I very possibly will have both breasts removed if insurance will allow. My breasts are not necessary for living & why take a chance for future invasion in the most likely place. Any thoughts on this? I hope to avoid chemo & radiation if at all possible.
Sending good vibes to all you cancer survivors & care takers. May we all find success with our treatments & continued research. My sister participates in the 3 Day Walk for a Cure.