Hi All,
I am new here but have been browsing through the posts for the last few days. Here is my story, with some questions at the bottom of it.
It all started May '07. We came back from a family vacation and Dad thought he had eaten something which made him feel naseous. He went to the doctor and they sent him for a colonoscopy and the other one down the throat. They found nothing and couldn't explain the nausea. He NEVER had a headache. In July '07 Dad was acting REALLY wierd. He was confused and not doing things that he always does. This was concerning to us so we took him to the ER. They performed a CAT scan and found a mass in the Pineal Gland region of the brain.
He required a VP shunt for the hydrocephalous that had developed. They originally said that this type of tumor was unseen in adults and is normally a pineocytoma, a non-malignant, slow growing tumor which can be treated with radiation. YaY!
Or so we thought. He went through 30 cycles of radiation and the tumor had responded and was 30% of the size it originally was. We were so happy. However, in March Dad was having nausea again and we were concerned. We went to the neuro-surgeon and he thought there was a shunt issue. Back to the hospital for a shunt redo, but while we were there they did another MRI to check. The ventricles all looked normal but the original tumor had very rapidly regrown to its original size and the cancer had now metasticized to the CSF and his brain and spine.
Now all of a sudden we went from a non-malignant slow growing tumor to a HIGHLY malignant rapidly growing tumor with leptomeningeal disease. We went from him being good to him being dead in 4-6 months!
How do I let go of the anger with the doctors for not knowing what was going on and doing something to stop the cells from growing? I want to do what is best for my Dad and I am his only caregiver but I am SOOOO mad at the original doctor for not seeing this.
Thanks for listening and if you have any experience with this please let me know. I never hear anything about leptomeningeal disease from any other family members.
Thanks
Suzy