I am 31 years old and have no idea what you are going through but I want to say that I feel for you. It is never good when you can't get the treatment you need to feel better.
The reason I am on this message board is because my Mom, who had cancer, subscribed and sent me the link. About two weeks ago I signed up. Now I am reading all of the discussions.
It is my hope to make a difference in someone's life with my message.
After many years in Sports Medicine consulting, I gained employment with a company that is promoting green tea catechin based prodcuts. Over the the past 4 months I have been overwhelmed with the amount of studies and clinical trials being done with green tea catechins and people with cancer.
About 25 years ago their lead scientist Dr. Yukihiko Hara started studying the the tea leaf. He was the first guy to succeed in extracting the beneficial part of the leaf. This beneficial part is called "Catechin". Catechins are molecules that are being linked to cancer prevention and after cancer treatment nutrition.
I hope you get the treatment you need. Please take care and be not afraid.
Lots of love.
Wayne