I have been reading the message board but haven't really read anything on this type of cancer. My finance was told he had this type of cancer in April of 07. Has gone through 35 rad and 4 cemo.His peg tube was removed in May of 08. He is still on soft food or as i say mushy food in order to get it down. He thinks always of his cancer coming back. He was doing pretty good and went for his 4th cat scan earlier in June and it was clear .But now he is complaing that he is tired and really does not want to do anything. Any kind of help on this cancer would help. I was wondering if anyone else went throught this.