Hi sweetie, my sister is on xeloda and she has a lot of joint and muscle pain, I would like to ask you if it affected your memory? Her mind just goes south when she’s on that, her oncologist lowered the dose from 6 a day down to 2 a day then we had to lower it again, I would really like to know if you have had that experience it is so scary to watch, I too find myself in the bathroom crying, I don't want her to see me cry that scares her, some nights I don't go to bed I just set up and watch her, she's the only sister I have left and I can’t bear being left in this world alone, I’m spilling my guts so I’ll hop off, I’m new to this site and vulnerable so thanks to you all that will listen, you’re in my prayers