Can you insist on an IV sedative in the office or reschedule so that this can be set up? At CIN II, you obviously can't put it off too long, but a lot of women who were frightened insisted on a sedative and it definitely helped. There is always risk involved, but there is risk with a frightened patient. Your doctor may have hands tied by the insurance companies. Insurance doesn't like to pay a lot of money, so doctors can't often offer it. But it is your legal right to insist on what you believe will help you the best, after educating yourself about the risks and benefits. Did you also consider scheduling with a different doctor who does have access to general anesthesia or sedatives? In an urgent case, a new doctor will fit you in. You will have to fax your medical records, a.s.a.p. I did that the day before my surgery, and I am glad I did. My fear was so great, I knew I would be a difficult patient without sedation or general anesthesia. That my new doctor was so willing to accommodate my needs and reschedule an appointment in outpatient very quickly helped everything.
It is frightening to go through something like this, so it's critical to try and make it as comfortable for yourself as possible. If you do decide to go through with this appointment, please bring somebody with you to hold your hand. It makes a world of difference to have somebody there.