I am scared

I do not know what to do - I had the biopsy, colcoscopy , etc. The tests were good - after I had the vaginal ablasion. But now - as I moved to a new state - I have no health insurance and my pap smear is overdue.  I am so stressed out - I know I have to have the tests again - but I can not afford it!!!! It kills me - thinking I might have the pre-cancerous thing again.

My Mom and my Granma - both died from cancers - am I the next??

The thinking about me is killing me - I am so scared!!

On 7/27/2008 ANGEL58 wrote:

please go to your nearest Health dept and talk to thern on duty and explain your situation and she can instruct you on how you can get help.

I found out that I can have free mammogram ( in september!!) and free pap smear - next Friday - but what I will do when the test will come positive - they will cover the colcoscopy - but not the vaginal ablasion, so I might as well die, I  am SO SCARED