Hi everyone,
I'm new to this website, but I was diagnosed with Aggressive Desmoid Fibromatosis in my right calf muscle
back in early 2006. I have danced my entire life (competition company and
college club), and I was always lucky to be healthy, but I can't help but think
that maybe I injured that muscle without knowing it somewhere along the line
and triggered the tumor.
I went in for surgery after graduating from college and within 4 months the
tumor came back....times 4. Now, I have a large golf ball sized tumor right
behind my knee joint at the top of the surgery scar, one at the base of the
surgery scar and two small ones behind the middle of the scar.
I tried Colchicine when I first realized it returned....that didn't really
do much, so we changed gears and I started Doxil monthly for 4 months. Little
in the way of results for that and I got a horrible rash at one point. Took two
months off and then got a medi-port put in and started Vinorelbine in October
of last year. I was doing 6 weeks on and two weeks off for 9 months. I handled
both chemos AMAZINGLy well, but my hair did finally start to thin more, my skin
got very bad and my gastrointestinal issues, irregular menstral cycle and short
term memory loss- with really nothing in the way of results...less than a centimeter
of shrinkage in one tumor after 7 months- finally pushed me to stop a
little over a week ago. The Docs agreed.
I'm taking two months off and will probably try Gleevec in
September...though the more I read about that, the more nervous I get about my
heart health. My doctor at Johns Hopkins (who i love) said she doesnt' want to
put me through radiation at 24 years old- i agree. So now the goal is more to
maintain the tumor than it is to shrink it. I'm never doing chemo again if I
can help it.... I've been doing Bikram Yoga (the hot yoga) and that muscle
stretching and strengthening has given me much better range of motion and
helped my knee joint stiffness. I still have the nerve pain, but there isn't
much they can do for it cause it's sporadic not continuous. I'm looking into
acupuncture now.
All of you, if you haven't already, should check out the Desmoid Tumor
Research Foundation website... www.dtrf.org ....they have an annual
fundraising gala in October in White Planes, NY and they will not only have
other patients there, but they invite doctor's from all over who are studying
this disease. It's a little pricey, but I'm going to make it work because I've
never met another person with what I have and I think that is very important
when you feel like the only one in the world with this thing. I'm a young
professional, living and working in DC (originally from Boston- family is still
up there) and I have done everything possible to not let this interfere with my
quality of life, and I think I've mostly succeeded, but let's face
it....sometimes it's just hard and not many people can understand what you're
going through...especially at this age.
I'm seeing doctors at Dana Farber in Boston,
Johns Hopkins and Georgetown
Hospital. My surgery was
at Mass General in Boston,
but i was VERY unahppy with my doc there. If you need names of doctors to talk
to, just message me and I'll pass along the info.
If anyone has tried Gleevec, let me know how it went!
Thank you and I hope all of you are staying strong and healthy. :)
~Amanda