I'm sorry you are facing this! Have you told your family what kind of support you need? Sometimes they mean well but need to be told what we all want while we are on pins and needles.
When the results comes back,
1. Look at the lab report.
2. Get a thorough discussion of what you have, where it's located, how extensive it is, how many quadrants are involved, if it's in the endocervical canal, and if there is any glandular involvement, especially in the endocervical glands. That would determine your treatment options.
3. If you need traditional surgery, make sure the doctor discusses the risks and benefits of all your treatment options - cryosurgery, laser, LEEP, or cold knife cone biopsy - before a recommendation is made. Per the medical guides I have found on LEEP, this is a requirement.
If your doctor doesn't do all of the above, fire that doctor immediately, and get a new doctor who cares enough and is ethical enough to want you to be educated enough to make an informed decision. It doesn't matter if a woman chooses traditional surgery, alternative medicine, a combination of both, or sets up Plan A and Plan B. "Informed decision" are the key words. It takes away the mystery and gets you actively involved in what is best for you. That, right there, cuts down a lot of the fear factor.
At CIN I, unless it's in the endocervical canal, you shouldn't require surgery because it has a high chance of clearing up by itself. But in the meantime, you can do a lot to boost your immune system so that your body can heal itself. There are women who have cleared up dysplasia through alternative medicine, and their stories are worth at least looking into. Check the "human papillomavirus" and "homeopathy" threads. You'll have to scroll over a few pages, but they both have five gold stars on them, so they're easy to find. If you can't find them, one of us can post the links for you.
I definitely hope this turns out well for you!