Jr, I had laser surgery in July 2005 to remove "places" on my vocal cords. Actually, my voice came back to normal after about 10 days. About 10 months later my voice became hoarse again and In November 2006 I had laser surgery again to remove "places" on my cords. Both times the biopsy came back negative for cancer. Then in December 2007, I again went into surgery due to hoaseness returning thinking I was going to be lasered again. Came out of surgery and the doctor said there wasn't anything to laser and wanted authorization to take a larger "piece" of one of my cords because he was convinced it was cancer. The biopsy did come back as cancer and the next week I began 36 radiation treatments. Unfortunately, the radiation just made my cancer grow, both cords became immobile and larger making it difficult to breathe in. On 9-11-08, I had a full laryngectomy to keep living...and I am alive.
I'm only telling you all this for one reason...way back when I had the first laser surgery in 2005, had I quit smoking I would probably be standing today with my vocal cords and voicebox. But because my biopsy kept coming back negative, I thought I was bulletproof and kept smoking...all the way until the cancer diagnosis in January 2008.
Such a large percentage of folks who get head and neck related cancer were smokers. It just seems to go hand in hand where the damage is being done everytime a person would inhale from a cigarette. Don't get me wrong, I don't preach these days, that is, except to family members. But I sure do miss being normal...I miss my voice, I miss smell and taste, being able to whistle, being able to control my nose...if only I would have understood that none of us are bulletproof.
Hopefully, you'll get your laser surgery, you'll take care of your body, and life will proceed normally. I certainly wish you the best and hope that everything comes out ok. Good luck my friend and keep one reminder in your thoughts: I used to complain about my legs hurting as I walked down the stairs..I quit complaining when I walked outside and watched the guy roll down the sidewalk in a wheelchair with no legs. We can always...always find a way to be thankful for what we have instead of being sad or angry for what we lose or don't have. Keep that outlook, which I must, and if you do, you/me/us/everyone can overcome anything.
Good luck and Godspeed.
Mike Smith (Laryngectomee 9-11-08)