Hi Barbara & pookie196 - I realize that you wrote your message almost 2 months ago but I'm just reading it now. You must have had 2 or 3 treatments by now. In July of 2003 I had a hysterectomy for "fibroid"tumors & instead the dr.'s found clear cell ca. of the left ovary that filled my whole abdominal cavity. They think that it was first stage but can't be sure. From aug. through Dec. of that year I received 6 treatments every 3 weeks of taxol & carboplatin. I too had to take steroids the night before & 3 days after each treatment I had to get an injection of neulasta or neupogen to raise my white blood count which was drastically low. I don't remember everything at this time because I suffering extreme back pain from another problem & was on pain killers for that. I lost all my hair, eyebrows & eyelashes. I didn't have to shave my legs for 18 months. And no haircut for 18 months. All grew back since. I remember having a lot of anxiety & remember having a few panic attacks. I didn't have much of an appetite but ate because I knew I had to. I have been cancer free for 2 years & 4 months now, I see my oncologist who is on top of everything every 3-4 months. She also sends me for ct scans of my abdomen, pelvis, & chest every 6 mo. My ca125 marker is always between 10-11. I really believe & know to be true that this is because God in His loving mercy saw me through this, the prayers of many & the expertise of my doctor, she leaves no stone unturned. All in a nutshell, GOD HAS HEALED ME even though the dr.s can never assure me of that at this time. I had a couple of scares - lump on my breast that turned out benign & dilated bile ducts that are benign. I hope this helped you and whoever reads this. The best thing you can do & the healthiest at that is to have faith in God, commit yourself to Him & ask Him to strengthen your faith, & He will! He loves us so much, & remember there is always a reason, a higher plan & purpose to all this, He wants to use us!! May the Lord bless you, heal you & may you know how very much He loves you!