On 12/19/2008 LilMsDre wrote:
This is my first time here but I am not a newbie in dealing with the aftermath of cancer and excruciating pain. I am begging for ANY help, support, or advice related to complications and chronic pain. Here's the "Readers Digest" version but if you can help in any way I'll happily provide any details.
I received the Adriomyacin, Bleomyacin, Vincristine, and Dicarbozine (DTIC) chemo cocktail. After 2 treatments I began experiencing terrible pain in my hips and some tail bone and buttock pain. This pain has increased so badly that I have spent the majority of the following years bedridden. I have had more surgeries than I can count, and nearly died 18 times from various complications that no one can definitively diagnose. I have critical hypokalemic crashes (low potassium which causes heart failure and all muscles to stop working) and this year began being plagued by seizures. The dozens of doctors and specialists agree on 2 things. One is they don't know what to do. Two is I should already be dead and what am experiencing now is my body giving out. The doctors have arranged hospice care and sent me home to await death because they have no idea how to help me.
I AM ONLY 32 YEARS OLD! I HAVE A 7 YEAR OLD MIRACLE SON! (ABVD has a 99% sterility rate). I have fought 2 separate forms of cancer for 14 years with His grace. . I am eternally grateful to God for the time I have been given. Despite the doctors reports and the vultures circling overhead I am still in this fight!!!! Science only goes so far, then comes God!
I just need your help, any kind of help you can offer. If you have some of the same symptoms or insight that might helpful. If you had some life threatening problems after receiving these drugs please share your experience with me in the hope that we may be able to help each other or someone else. If you don't have these problems I am overjoyed for you, truly I am! Perhaps you would be kind enough to say a prayer for my family and I and add us to your church prayer request list. I am more than happy to pray for you as well.
I need you, my fellow warriors, to please do what you can. Perhaps the help I pray for may not come in time to save my life, but it is our children and their future that is far more important than me. I sincerely thank you for listening, and hope to hear from you soon. May you have a blessed life and a joyous holiday season.
Dre
Dear Dre,
I'm so sorry to hear about your experience. I have been given the same cocktail, ABVD and also experienced severe bone pain. The oncologist suggested that she never heard of this side-effect before. I found out on my own mostly, that the bone pain is caused by Vinblastine. Someone who also was on Vinblastine, told me that she experienced several bone fractures while on chemo. So, unfortunately you are not alone. I'm so sorry you are experiencing this.
As far as advice about pain management, I wish I had something wise to say. Obviously, pain meds help. What I found relieved my pain some, was soaking in baths with a ton of Epson salt...you might want to check with your doctor to make sure that's ok for you. I also surprisingly found a bit of confort from using Ben Gay...it kind of numbed the pain. I'm sorry if my advice is silly, useless.
How are you doing now? I hope you are doing better...that your doctors were able to find a way to treat you. I'll definitely pray for you!
Wishing you the best of health!
Adri