HI,To who ever this might help I will tell you about myself back in 1993 I was diagnosed with abnormal cells on my cervics ,so the doctors told me to have a Leep procedure done so I did 2 yrs.after that in1995 It came back so I had to have my cervics frozen,then in 1998 I had to have a cone procedure done and my doctor said my cancer was at a stage 3-4 so I was referred to an oncologist at Lomalinda Hospital were I decided to have a Radical Hysterectomy done the doctors said the were 99.9% sure that they got it all so at that time they decided I didn't need any other treatment ,so everything was fine until April,04 until I started having problems with my right Kidney so they were gonna remove my Kidney on April 14th,04 ,So before I had the Surgery my Oncologist wanted to run some test ,It was then when He found out that my Cervical Cancer had reaccured so he decided to postpone the Kidney Surgery and that I needed Conventional Radiation,Proton Radiation,and chemotherapy a light dose were I wouldn't lose my hair and this was all done in 4/06-11/06 ,then from their on I was just being monitored and the doctors said I was stable then a few months after that my Bowel Leakage started the doctors said the Radiation had damaged my Bowel ,so that was very uncomfortable every time I Leaked it burned or any time I ate anything I had more Leakage ,so now my doctors are telling me I need A Colostomy Bag which I really refuse to get but the Leakage is so uncomfortable that I'm Just about to change my mind ,I know I'm a strong believer in GOD and I have a lot of FAITH but the LORD also tells us to use WISDOM so thats where I'm at right now trying to make up my mind part of me is scared the other part is just PRAYING about it and leaving it in the LORDS HANDS ,the reason I'm confused is because my doctor is telling me that it will be permanent,but I know that their is a possibility of it just being temporary so I'm deciding to get a second opinion ,but what ever it is I need to get it done fast,Because now just this April my Cervical Cancer has spread to my Liver so I had to start an other dose of chemotherapy this one being a lot stronger were I lost my Hair,Lost a Lot of weight and can't get it back,the Chemo has stopped as of 7/15/08 and everything is stable except for my weight,my appetite,and the Leakage,so I'm still PRAYING,and keeping my FAITH for all I have is the LORD above who I Believe has already Healed me in all other ways,Now I just have to be patient and leave it all up to my FATHER up stairs,For as he said Patience is his and I'm a strong believer,so right now I will just keep my FAITH in all I do,so if anyone needs to talk about anything I'm pretty sure I might be able to comfort them or at least try,so just Believe that my PRAYERS are with you all and I will be PRAYING for your Healing so if anyone can help me in any way Please Respond to my message especially if you know anything about a colostomy bag or its feeling or about reverseing it or who I can talk to I will really appreciate it.AGiftFromGOD