Hi MMS~~
Unfortunately the MRI showed that my bones are now starting to 'crumble' so my oncologist feels that I need to go back onto the Aridia. I have agreed, but will only do it on a quarterly basis because I'm still so afraid of ONJ! We'll check it out after I've had a couple of the IV's (which I'm going to have them give me over a three hour basis because the slower its given the better it seems to be for you) and then I'll decide if I need to go on a monthly basis. Fortunately I don't get any side effects from Aridia, so apart from the 3-4 hours actually having the infusion there is no problem.
With regard to the numbness in my legs and feet it seems to be pressure on nerves in my spine which might probably respond to surgery, but I've decided that I'll learn to live with the numbness rather than face any surgery. This is because I ended up with major infections and abcesses when I was forced to have the operations for the perforated bowels which resulted from the use of dexamethasone and I vowed then that I would not undergo any surgery EVER unless it was required for me to live. This numbness would be elective surgery and therefore not something that I will even consider. Thanks though for asking!! I had forgotten that I had even mentioned it here as I've just become used to protective 'walking' so that I don't fall because I can't feel my legs!!
What I meant in my previous message about doctors visits is just that we are so used to going to the doctor only when we have a problem that we want them to fix. However with MM I go to my doctor once every 3-4 weeks and have been doing so for the past six years!! Often when I go I only need to have my Revlimid prescription renewed (as it can only be given once a month), but I end up saying things like 'I had an upset tummy, or felt more tired than usual, etc' which in fact was probably due to something that I had eaten or the fact that our grandchildren had been here for a week's visit and no one got much sleep!!! Then my doctor goes into 'solving mode' and wants to fix my problems, when in reality they really aren't problems!! If I have a real problem I will be sure to tell him, but I'm working hard not to mention anything thats really just normal day to day activity -- and only comes up because I'm in a doctors office!! Not to worry -- its just about changing my attitudes about doctors simply because I've become very 'at home' in their presence. I grew up in the era where doctor's were God's right hand men - you didn't question them and followed whatever they said and took 'the tablets' or 'the mixture' without even knowing what was in it -- to now where my doctor is actually the same age as my eldest child and, while brilliant with regard to many, many things, he is actually just a lovely young man doing a great job!! This is a much better relationship, believe me. Cheers, Cath