Hello Everyone,
I have been searching the web for what seems like forever to find answers to the questions I have. It seems the only way is to get advice from those who are going through it or have been though it, so here I am.
I am a little worried and not sure exactly what it is I want to know but hopefully in writing this I will figure it out and with all your help know a little more than I do now.
When I was 16 I had a few abnormal pap tests, not HPV related and it went away all on it's own. Fast forward 13 years. I had not had a pap test since the birth of my son 7 years ago, big mistake. Turns out it came back abnormal showing severe dysplsia. I had a colposcopy done and she took 7 tissue samples. The results came back I had CIN 2 and 3 on the surface of my cervix. It is now HPV related, I am not sure which since I did not have the HPV test done. I had a LEEP done a month ago. She called about a week after I had it done saying the results were not good. It showed I have abnormal cells deeper than they thought. It showed CIN 2 and 3 on the surface and possibly 1 or 2 deeper although they will not know for sure until they do a ECC.
Over the phone when they told me I asked some questions only to be told I needed to wait and talk with the doctor. I tried waiting and after a week called again. She answered some of my questions but then again told me I would have to wait, the doctor must talk with me in person. My appointment is Thursday this week.
One of the things I am confused about it they want to wait 6 months to do the ECC as not to damage my cervix anymore before it heals. This seems like a long time to wait, although I really don't have much when it comes to paitence. :) What I can't seem to find out is what are the treatment options if it is deeper? What does that mean?
I have 2 children now, 9 and 7 they are beautiful wonderful children and I thank god for them everyday. I was widowed at 23 and thought that maybe I would marry again and possibly have more children. I still had this thought in my head when I went in to have the LEEP done. The more and more I think about it, I would rather be here for the children I do have than not because I decided to wait in case I may someday want more. My doctor has asked if I want more and I told her I would like the possibility there. I talked with a nurse at the local health department and she said my cells are cad enought they would do a hysterectomy with no questions asked.
If it is deeper how bad is that? I guess what I am trying to decide now is should I wait to have the hysterectomy or go ahead and have it done now. I have cancer in my family and would be devistated if it turns to invasive cancer. If it is deeper does that mean it is already invasive cancer?
I am sorry this is so jumpy I am confused lol I hope you can get where I am going and that someone here has some advice. I am probably going to think of more to say after I post this but here goes anyway.
Thanks to everyone who reads this and thank you for any advice you can offer :)
Christina