Thank you so much for you message. My husband was just diagnosed with stage 1V pancreatic cancer. He is 72 years old and also has renal failure do to an autoimmune disorder. He also wants to fight so I will tell him about the 2 1/2 years you and your husband had together.
Did you include any alternative treatments in deal with this cancer? Did your husband have chemotherapy?
I hope these questions are not too difficult for you at this very sad time. I lost my late husband 8 years ago to acute respiratory disorder so I have a sense of what you must be going through. I found a bereavement support group to be very helpful. Time, talking, and tears, and eventually it doesn't hurt quite so much.
Lynn