I'm a nervous wreck tonight...I'm feeling that my whole body is shaking....I had 2 major surgeries before ...one was in 1994 for large cyst in my right ovary & that was taken out & my left ovary in 2004 same case. After the second surgery they never advised me to take a chemo because they said it was a borderline malignancy so now 2009, I just found a lump on my back had it checked out followed by a biopsy & it turned out to be malignant...I was so devastated, cried my heart out, can’t sleep, anxiety level is always high & what kills me most is when I see my hubby crying too. I feel like I let him down for not taking care of my health. Tomorrow is my chemo it will be for 6 hrs. I'm so scared. I heard nausea, vomitting, hair loss, weakness, lack of appetite & diarrhea are some side effects of it. Just looking for an insight before my procedure tomorrow .Thank you & God Bless.