Hello,
My husband has felt the same way since his last CT. Of course we've known for over 4 years, his cancer was incureable, and inoperable. After 30 radiation treatments and 6 Chemo treatments, the doctor told us, it had really spread, and he also has tumors growing on the outside of his body, starting under his armpit, going down his arm, and will spread and become larger.
So, we're just taking it "One Day At A Time" As this is his wish, and wants no part of any more Chemo.
Good Luck to all of you going through such a terrible time. I read every day your blogs, and have learned so much about this terrible monster, we all call cancer.
And you are in my hushbands prayers.
Kaybel