I have lost the most importanted soul of my life and she is my mother, who died March 21, 2009 from NSCLC. I tried so hard to get my mother the best treatments. I have seen the worst and I can't stop crying because I misses her so much. My mother was my best friend and someone who taught me about life. I don't understand WHY my mother had to die. Its too late for me to tell her how much I love her and what a great mother she was. If I had the chance to talk to my mother, I will want my mother to know that she has accomplish being the best MOTHER ever. I will want her to know that I never left her side and I hate that I went to sleep before she took her last breath. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!