i now have the lab report in front of me, and may have been given results that were more alarming than actual.
ECC dx = 'minute focus of low grade squamous intraepithelial lesion (CIN 1)' and 'fragments of beign endocervical glands'
Biopsies = 'benign cervical mucosa from transformation zone'
i went in for second opinion from an OB/GYN, NOT oncologist, and he was absolutely great. he examined me and took another ECC and PAP. assured me that everything looks fine... that we'll likely just monitor it, and this should go away on its own.
we talked about the standard for treatment of HGSIL with cone biopsy, and how i often felt swayed that maybe i should go along with cone biopsy as well... but my instinct told me otherwise. he stated that the oncologist i went to is certainly one of the best, but he's oncology (primary concern is to prevent cancer). we both concluded that sometimes the treatment for HGSIL is too agressive, when more likely than not, we can wait and monitor. and take multivitamin supplements and get off birth control pills. the infertility/ability to carry full-term is a big concern for me.
i will update results for ECC, but am feeling hopeful.
i wish more women out there will make a more informed decision, and be able to find a physician who also believes in you.