Thanks for all the great words of encouragement! I had my FNA test today- it was much easier that I thought. I barely felt a pinch. Anyway, I don't think it will be news I'm looking for next week. The pathologist told me there that it's suspicious for papillary, but she only looked at for for 5 min, so she wasn't 100% positive. I will get the official results next Tuesday (or hopefully earlier).
I'm trying to stay positive, but broke down crying a few times today. I can't believe this is happening. I'm going to look for a good suregeon that has done a ton of these surgeries. My father-in-law sees the Chief of the ENT dept in Sloan Kettering in NYC (he has throat cancer). I think I might meet with him and have him do it. My blood pressure is way up also. It's been high before this all happened (around 156/95), but now the past week it's up to 170/100 range, I guess due to the stress. I have an appt with my reg medical dr tomorrow, because I need to get on meds or something to bring this down. ( I haven't been to the dr in about 5 yrs before all this).
I will keep you posted next wk on what happens. Thanks again - trying to stay positive (harder than I thought), but I'll make it through!!