I am going to have a LEEP procedure done in a couple of days and my anxiety is very high. I have severe squamous dysplasia. I have been feeling so tired and not myself for a few months. I had no idea that this would be my reality. My father currently is suffering from merkle cell carcinoma ( rare and deadly skin cancer stage 4) and my brother died in his 30's from colon cancer so this is the last thing on my mind that I would have an issues. I've always joked with my family that I would be the one with cancer since I am so incerdibly health conscious. I eat extremely healthy, but I do have a lot of stress, so I guess good eating is only a part of it. I have 2 small children and my husband travels for his job and he is gone for weeks at a time.
I was told by the nurse that the LEEP procedure is no big deal and I can drive myself home. My husband is out of town and I'll be going by myself. I would love to put it off but I can't handle waiting for the results. I really wanted to have another child and now this has thrown me for a loop! I have been a mess and yet feel so incredibly alone. Everyone says this is no big deal, but it is! I am so tired of hearing people tell me they know so and so who had a problem and they are fine. I am really scared just a the possiblity that I could have cancer. I knew something hasn't seemed right about my body but I thought I just have pushed myself too hard! Has anyone ever experienced results from their LEEP that there was cancer?
I actually almost blew off my PAP! I never realized how important it was.
WIll I feel okay after the procedure?