I am so sorry that you are struggling right now. I know the pain all too well. It eventually felt like my whole mouth and tongue went thru a blender and I couldn't talk. I had lost 55 lbs. during my chemo, mostly from hardly being able to eat without pain. Water was horrible from the oxcilaplatin (too warm--yuck---too cold---and the sharp daggers in my throat--i referred to as the 'spike ball') and juice would sting and tasted horrible too. I used countless magic mouthwash rinses and eventually was in so much pain that percoset didn't even work much. My onc. prescribed morphine in liquid. I took that a few times and it tasted horrible (thick like honey?!) and I guess it helped, but who wants to be on narcotics. They are all quick fixes. There's got to be a solution, even if a cancer patient has to visit a dentist everyday for novacaine injections! Hang in there and once you are done with chemo, then your mouth can heal. Drink vanilla Ensure shakes, if you can. I remember chooclate stung. Here's a hug!
-Melanie (I just found this board!)
age: 36 ; '3' kids, (ages 7, 5, 2)
stage 3c colon cancer survivor
dx 11/07 & finished chemo in 6/08
14 out of 32 positive lymph nodes (very scary # for me!)
CEA count never higher than 11? and down to .4 now
*i signed on to read some survivor stories :) ...this is a great message board!