I had a renal cancer in 2002 and a metastesis in 2005.
Both times I went through surgery, first one removing one rein, second one removing three vertebras and replacing them with ones in titanium. Unfortunatelly this second time my medule was hurted and I have since then reduced mobility, clutches and only small 100 / 200 meters distances.
Doctors doubted I will survive to second surgery, but as I was not too old (60) they went ahead. After the surgery they estimated a survival of 6 months or less.
The reality is that I had chemo (Sutent, pills you take at home) until now and I have survived more than four years. The problem is the medular damage and all related consequences, chemo impact is bad but second line.
I am still working (64), and I lost fear to death. Death is something natural and we have to be ready to accept it when it comes. I do not want more suffering, no extra care for surviving in worse conditions than now.