I have surgery Monday and today I am losing it. I am so scared. I have colorectal cancer, was considered stage 4 before radiation which shrunk it considerably per surgeon, I had 6 weeks with Rad/Chemo. I have been doing ok off and on with a few breakdowns but today ...... I am so lost and scared. I don't want to hurt anymore.
See Severe joint pain and neurophy. Today my anxiety is sky high and I have some discomfort in my chest. I just need to cry and vent. I know there are thousands upon thousands who have gone through this but when it is you (me) Well you knonw what I mean, even my hot flashes are more intense, or seems so. I think I might die. Does everyone go thru this?
Please help!
Peggy