Hi Bill!! I've had MM for 6 years and went through a variety of pain meds until I found Fenyanyl Patches. For those on this board who know me, they also know that I swear by these patches for pain relief. I have the usual MM symptoms of holes in all of my bones, including my skull, as well as compression fractures in L3,L4,andL5 in my spine - making me a few inches shorter -- all of which cause mega pain. The patches give a continual input of medication 24/7 and I change them every two days. I also have Actiq losenges to use for 'breakthrough' medication. These are really fantastic because they act instantly for me so that I don't need to take the medication in 'anticipation' of getting into a painful situation!! This routine works for me. My dose is quite high, but apart from the relief of pain I have no other symptoms. I do not get constipation, light headed, or any other sort of high of symptom from the patches or the losenges. For me this is FANTASTIC!! for I know what it is like to be totally constipated from opiates -- not a pretty picture! I started off on 25mg patches and these were increased in 50mg doses over the years so that now I am stable on over 200mg and have been for the last 2 years.
The oncologist and the palliatiave nurses say that when you are using these drugs for 'cancer pain' then you won't become addicted. I have tested this recently by delaying putting on the patch for 8 hours after removing the previous one. I did get a reaction -- restless legs for about an hour until I put the new patches on, so yes there is a sort of addiction after several years of using them. But as someone else mentioned, I need to have a QUALITY of life and without the Fentanyl the only thing that I'd be able to do would be to stay flat in bed with no movement. That to me is not a QUALLITY LIFE. With the patches I can live a reasonably active life, participate in most activities, walk - albeit quite slowly and with regular rest stops-, play with my grandchildren and be a viable member of my community.
We have been conditioned NOT to take drugs, and generally speaking I'd agree. My only exception is for cancer pain, and for this pain I believe you should take whatever you need to give you a quality life. For some people it may be natural therapies, others might find meditation useful, and for still others - like me- drugs are the only answer. When I first started looking for pain relief I had been told that I'd only live for another year at the most, but here I am 6 years later and still going strong. Thankfully I have found the Fentanyl and Actiq in dosages that work for me and medico's who are happy to prescribe them and don't 'guilt' me into thinking that I'm some sort of addict! Quite the contrary, they are all happy and refer to me as an 'inspiration' to many others currently dealing with MM. I don't go that far, I'm just doing whatever is necessary for me to live with a quality of life that makes my life worth living! This is a choice so that you can make an informed decision about what you must do for your own quality of life balancing up the pros and cons of everything that you must take Bill, and after trying all the sorts of pain relief available, so that you make the right decision for YOU. Good luck mate -- it takes a bit of time, but you'll find something that works well for yourself. Be honest, with yourself, your doctor. and those around you who are supporting you when you make your decision. You won't go wrong. If you want further info about the Fentanyl and Actiq I'm happy to discuss it further. Best wishes to you Bill, cheers Cath