GBM

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GBM

by lovingcaregiver32 on Mon Oct 12, 2009 12:00 AM

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My Husband was diagnosed w/ grade 4 GBM on June 28, 2007.  He was given 3 months to live the night of his diagnoses.  My sister in law called and left that message on my voice mail.  I thought that I was going crazy.  Well after I regained my head and talked to the dumb a** doctor I realized that my husbands life was worth more than a stupid diagnosis.  We live in upstate New York and after spending the night crying next to his side I left him at the hospital with his dad and immediatley went to my parents to cry on my sisters shoulder.  She as she always has, pulled me up and made me realize that we are here for something more.  I looked up doctors in NYC and found a surgeon that would operate (the next day)!  He came back from vacation early,  he is the first Angel in this story!  Then My husband Jason went through 6.5 weeks of radiation that thankfully his mother did the transportation to.  Jason was very fatigued and sometimes couldn't get out of the car for 20-30 mins after getting home and the car ride was over an hour.  He was on 12-16 mg of Decadron total each day and he ballooned from a size 34 to a size 40 in a very short time.  Jason was hungry all the time and his doctor too said he should exercise but he had no energy.  After radiation he started Temador 5 days on 23 days off.  This lasted for a full year and then he went on a Drug Holiday.  This lasted from September 2008 to January 2009.  In the meantime we were able to go to Maui on a 2 week vacation, the best vavcation ever!  His symptoms came back with eye sight problems which probed us to call his Oncologist in NYC.  They found that the Tumor began to grow again and they wanted to start him on the same treatment plan as before.  This was not OK with me and I began searching for a new hospital.  We saw a commercial on T.V. that gave us a lot of hope and have been traveling to PA at least once a month since February of 2009.  Jason has had good days and bad days and it has grown since then.  We make the best of the time we have together and continue on the road to healing.  He went through 5 cycles of CPT-11 w/ Avastin, Vinblastin, and Procarbosine.  We are currently in Wayne, PA for Cyberknife Radiation.  Jason is a fighter and no matter what we do we fight everyday!!!  We have Aetna insurance and yes we have had to fight for some stuff but everything has been covered thus far.  We have had some out of pocket expenses going to the hospital in PA since it is privately owned but I think it has been like $500 since February. 

For those that wonder if the fight is worth it, IT MOST DEFINETLY IS!  I would not change anything about the last 2.5 years of our lives.  It has brought us closer to each other and to GOD.  Now we are ready for a cure.  We pray everyday and are willing to help whomever contacts us. If you need to talk please email me @

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 I will help or talk if possible.  God BLESS!

RE: GBM

by heart_and_soul on Mon Oct 12, 2009 12:00 AM

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I'm so glad you are finding a way through this wilderness. You sound like a strong and loving caregiver! When you were traveling to PA once a month was that for the chemo mix?


Best wishes for good news at MRIs!!

Sarah

mom of Andy 27 dx gbm/pnet 1/09

RE: GBM

by luckywife on Mon Oct 12, 2009 12:00 AM

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You and your husband are an inspiration to us all. Thank you for sharing your story (and your heart).

Husband dx with GBM IV Feb. 2009

RE: GBM

by lovingcaregiver32 on Mon Oct 12, 2009 12:00 AM

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We are still traveling to PA and yes that was for the chemo mix.  I have taken some time from work and they are very flexible.  We are here in PA now so my Husband (29) can have CyberKnife Radiation.  It is a very specific type of radiation, If I knew about it the first time we never would have done the 6.5 weeks of general radiation.  If you have the opportunity and are a candidate it's the way to go.  

RE: GBM

by Joan_l_3 on Mon Oct 12, 2009 12:00 AM

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I am curious why you haven't taken your husband to Duke for treatment.  It is well-known as the best of the best for brain tumors and folks who can afford to pay any amount of money and are not dependent of health insurance, such as Senator Kennedy, go there for treatment.  I am guessing you are at CTCA and they have no treatments that every other institution doesn't also have.  

Wishing you and your husband good luck.

Joan L 

RE: GBM

by kozyyak on Tue Oct 13, 2009 12:00 AM

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THANKS!! This is a great pick-me-up message.  Best wishes for you and your family.  

Kozyyak

Mom to Martin 5; dx 09/08 

RE: GBM

by jannibc on Tue Oct 13, 2009 12:00 AM

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Amen Sister!!!!!  Your great attitude gives your hubby more strength than you'll ever know.  Keep it up!!!!!

hugs, janni (wife of Steve dx11/07 GBM)

RE: GBM

by lovingcaregiver32 on Wed Oct 14, 2009 12:00 AM

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I have spoken to Dr.Friedman at Duke University and he said there was no reason for us to travel all the way down to NC when the treatments could be done right around us.  I was not impressed with his attitude, he was short with me and didn't give me much time to ask him questions.  I am a fairly intelligent person and deserve the respect to ask intelligent questions.  We decided to continue to see Dr. Luther Brady at Hahnneman Hospital in Philladelphia, he also works at Philadelphia CyberKnife.  He has an extremely large amount of publications and Jason and I trust him with all our hearts.  We are also still seeing the Dr's at CTCA.

God Bless,

Genevieve & Jason

RE: GBM

by J_Taylor on Thu Oct 15, 2009 12:00 AM

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In May 2009 my husband was diagnosed w/grade 4 GBM.  We were married on April 16,2009. Moved outof state and purchased a new hope all in April 2009.  He is stable from the surgery radiation and chemo.  Sometime I feel so overwelmed and I ask God why me.  You touched my heart with you words for I feel the same way.  What really help me is acceptance, but the moment I accept one thing here comes another. My prayers are with you, and please keep me in yours .  Jan and Gene

On 10/12/2009 lovingcaregiver@32 wrote:

My Husband was diagnosed w/ grade 4 GBM on June 28, 2007.  He was given 3 months to live the night of his diagnoses.  My sister in law called and left that message on my voice mail.  I thought that I was going crazy.  Well after I regained my head and talked to the dumb a** doctor I realized that my husbands life was worth more than a stupid diagnosis.  We live in upstate New York and after spending the night crying next to his side I left him at the hospital with his dad and immediatley went to my parents to cry on my sisters shoulder.  She as she always has, pulled me up and made me realize that we are here for something more.  I looked up doctors in NYC and found a surgeon that would operate (the next day)!  He came back from vacation early,  he is the first Angel in this story!  Then My husband Jason went through 6.5 weeks of radiation that thankfully his mother did the transportation to.  Jason was very fatigued and sometimes couldn't get out of the car for 20-30 mins after getting home and the car ride was over an hour.  He was on 12-16 mg of Decadron total each day and he ballooned from a size 34 to a size 40 in a very short time.  Jason was hungry all the time and his doctor too said he should exercise but he had no energy.  After radiation he started Temador 5 days on 23 days off.  This lasted for a full year and then he went on a Drug Holiday.  This lasted from September 2008 to January 2009.  In the meantime we were able to go to Maui on a 2 week vacation, the best vavcation ever!  His symptoms came back with eye sight problems which probed us to call his Oncologist in NYC.  They found that the Tumor began to grow again and they wanted to start him on the same treatment plan as before.  This was not OK with me and I began searching for a new hospital.  We saw a commercial on T.V. that gave us a lot of hope and have been traveling to PA at least once a month since February of 2009.  Jason has had good days and bad days and it has grown since then.  We make the best of the time we have together and continue on the road to healing.  He went through 5 cycles of CPT-11 w/ Avastin, Vinblastin, and Procarbosine.  We are currently in Wayne, PA for Cyberknife Radiation.  Jason is a fighter and no matter what we do we fight everyday!!!  We have Aetna insurance and yes we have had to fight for some stuff but everything has been covered thus far.  We have had some out of pocket expenses going to the hospital in PA since it is privately owned but I think it has been like $500 since February. 

For those that wonder if the fight is worth it, IT MOST DEFINETLY IS!  I would not change anything about the last 2.5 years of our lives.  It has brought us closer to each other and to GOD.  Now we are ready for a cure.  We pray everyday and are willing to help whomever contacts us. If you need to talk please email me @

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 I will help or talk if possible.  God BLESS!


 

RE: GBM

by lovingcaregiver32 on Thu Oct 15, 2009 12:00 AM

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I married my sisters best friend from college.  He swept me off my feet and on our 4 month dating anniversary he proposed.  I had dated real LOSERS in the past and when I found out that Jason wanted to date and then marry me I was completely overwhelmed with joy.  When Jason could communicate clearly we would talk about why we were chosen to endure such misery.  I believe that God only hands me what I can handle.  If not me and Jason then who?  I would not wish this on my worst enemy.  Sometimes the grief is completely overwhelming that I find it hard to breath but then I remember that he was brought to me for a reason and he has made me a better person all around.  

I can not believe that this had happened to you and your husband only 1 month after you got married.  You have to believe that you two were brought together for a reason.  It was not Gods doing when your husband got sick but it was and is God that gives you the strength to stay strong and to fight.  Please rspond back if you want to talk more.

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