Hello Mark,
I am 61 now and after years of testing and numerius doctors and cancer centers, I found a Oncology Doctor who committed to giving me a real DX. It was CMML. Unlike most of the others, I have chronic low white cell counts.
I have been on Vidaza treatments since Nov 2004 (in my 8 year). I have not found any information about remission, just that my CMML is "Managed by the Vidaza", so we receive treatments for life.
I have opted for the injections since I have had many hospital bouts with "infections of unknown source". My blood just become "sepsis". I even been quarrintined by the CDC and they failed to indentify the infection source. I personally have had enough IV sticks at these times to last a lifetime.
I did initially experience the large hard lumps at injection points. I have learned to manage these now by massaging them as soon as my doctor has finished the two injections to disperse the Vidaza. I will still experience occasional lumps from time to time, mostly due to how the doctor performed the injection(s).
I have decided to take Vidaza, monthly, for the rest of my lifetime. I also did not like odds for the individual stages or the overall post-transplant odds if I have a transplant performed. On the occasions when I have met a transplant patient and ask if they would do it again they either [1]Stared off into space and did not respond, [2] Said "I would for my family, but not for me", or [3] Just said "No".
My doctor recently said I could easily take Vidaza for another twenty years. I just physc myself up to receive my next treatment and know it will pass in a week. During the weeks between treatments I normally feel good and even forget I have CMML Leukemia.
I have watched the progress of the "Oral Vidaza" now in clinical trials. The studies are very promising and the patients almost all say they experience little to no side effects. I sure the Oral Vidaza will be of great benefits to all CMML patients once it if FDA approved.
Vidaza:
PROS: Has relieved most of my symptoms and has added years to my life. Increased energy and not feeling sick every day, month after month, year after year. No hair loss due to Vidaza treatment (Ha!).
CONS: Have to receive treatments for the rest of my life. Expenses over lifetime and concern that medical insurance will stop treatment paysments at some point in time. Annual to Bi-annual hospitalization due to infections caused my impaired immune system. Travel restrictions; do not want to be to far from doctor if I become Ill. Winter seem to be take all my effort to manage in cold weather and avoiding persons and place I may acquire an infection. I spend the winter (flu season) in my home. Can not do all the activities and projects I could before onset of CMML.
I have been able to seen my sons obtain their Masters Degrees and my oldest meet and marry his wife. I have met and married a special lady. My wife dauthers are getting married this years and I will be her side to share her joy.
I learned to appricate life from a different viewpoint and I do not feel that I am treated differently by others. In fact, most close friends or other cancer patients are surprised to learn that I am a cancer patient!
My life continues, in a slightly modified or controlled mannor, that just seems to be a normal everyday lifestyle to me. Thanks to my doctor and Vidazza.
God Bless you all!
Dan