On Oct 17, 2009 12:00 AM GirlWithAProblem wrote:
Hi I am a 36 year old woman, who just miscarried at 13 weeks. During my 1 st prenatal exam a Pap test was taken. I just recieved the results saying that the results were abnormal HGSIL and that i am HPV +... I was devastated by the loss of the pregnancy and the D&E that followed now this ?!?
I am awaiting a scheduled Colposcopy and biopsy.
About a year ago i started having pain and cramping during and after intercourse as well as itermittent bleeds, during and after as well. I was also experiencing a degree of weight~loss, abdominal swelling/tenderness and urinary tract infections repeatedly. I was found to have uterine fibroids and polyps in Jan via Ultrasound, removed in feb 09 (it took 4 mths to get the referral and appt)
I was then given a Progestin based treatment to help alleviate the cramping. After a few months of follow up (papsmears and ultrasounds through April) i was sent to a GI for further examination and a Colonoscopy, which revealed nothing... This was now June.
Now in August I had to skip a follow up pap smear and the next one was re~scheduled to mid Sept. at which time I found out I was about 10 weeks pregnant. Less than 3 weeks fater i suffered an incomplete miscarriage and had to have a procedure to remove the the un~passed fetal remains (sorry but i just can't think of a nice way to say that)
I have an infection that is related to the miscarriage and am on medication for that right now and for another week. A follow up revealed that I am still very tender and that my uterus is not very pliable (whatever THAT means) The ultrasound showed there was no materials present in my uterus, but still some liquids. Again another follow up exam this week to see if i am healing better or not.
So now we are mid october days after having went thru that when i am told of these results... My Colposcopy isn't for another near 4 weeks, and it's with a oncl/gyn oncologist and NOT my regular ob/gyn...
I am frustrated to the point of tears, i am not eating/sleeping well at all. I have been referred to for counselling because i believe that my anxiety/panic levels are too high for anyone's liking... I do not have a history of depression, but given all the stress i am under, emotionally, physically and finacially * lost my job earlier this year)
I just don't know what to expect or where to turn right now...
I have never previously tested positive for an STI/STD
am prone to Urinary tract infections and in 2006 i had a case of Bacterial Vaginosis? (probably didn't spell that right)
I have had 2 successful pregnancies, (1993, 2001) 2 miscarriages (1996, 2009) and 1 theraputic abortion (2003) The baby was missing vital organs and I was not willing/able to await the inevitable miscarriage... this was determined by ultrasound in the 16th week.
Awaiting any information that you can send my way...