I have was diagnosed with angiosarcoma in my pelvis in October 2007. it was removed and so far I have no metastasis.
I can so relate to being scared. I want to be okay, but sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night, and all I can hear is this little voice going, "cancer, cancer, cancer..."
Most of the time I do pretty good though. I try to stay busy and distract myself as much as I can.
I am finishing radiation this week, then Disney World and on to chemo!