Hey everyone - hope you all are hanging in there. I am ashamed to say that I have just spent the last 3 hours reading nearly every message on this site. I can't believe that I just did that. It's like I could not make myself stop reading. There are such common threads throughout this entire forum (#1) Most people do not get enough info from their dermos (#2) Everyone reacts differently, but yet very similar (#3) the advice from the ones that have been through it has been invaluable (#4) it's painful (#5) it affects you physically, emotionally, spiritually - it's all consuming (#6) you now have empathy for people with chronic conditions, that you can and cannot see (#7) how much more you enjoy life when you feel better (#8) that people cannot begin to understand the enormity of this procedure unless they've been through it (#9) it's anazing how much pain you can tolerate (#10) that this is worth it - I hope.
I am 4 days post treatment now - still very red and very itchy. I am having great difficulty sleeping. I am to understand that this will not subside for a few days. Bummer. The areas above my lip and on my cheekbones are the most painful. I have worked the entire time, but have tried to stay in my office as much as possible. Otherwise, I am a recluse. I only go to the grocery store if I have to. I just endure the stares. I make my husband and children run my errands. They will be glad when this is over. I do not attend meetings - sweet. I have saved tons of money, because I have not shopped in a month, This part of it all is kind of nice.
One other thing that I have not heard anyone mention in pages and pages of messages - alcohol. Someone did mention marijuana though. Am I the only one that is partaking more so than usual here? I usually do not drink during the week and then mostly some wine on weekends. However, I have started looking forward to my wine every night of the week. This feels like a reward for me lately. I am not sure it helps. It may actually hurt - it seems like it dilates the vessels and makes my face redder. But I am still enjoying it.
I particularly enjoyed reading all of the messages from Redcat, Carol, Michelle, Sarla, AceAce, and a few others. You all were a wonderful support for each other during your treatments. I felt like I was reading a book and I could not wait to read how you all were feeling each day. I hope that you all are doing great now.
Sosick, Marge and Celtic - I am wondering how it's going? Thanks for your replies. Joanie