Hi Kathee, My name is Nancy, I was diagnosed this past May with stage 4 follicular lymphoma and was really shocked because my husband was diagnosed the of March with colon cancer so it was a double wammy for us. I also had the rchop treatment and will have my last treatment the end of this month, the 26th and the 27th. How was the retuxin maintenance with you? It is a scary thing to think about what we have but for me I don't dwell on it too much because I can't change a thing except to fight this the best way. We don't know what our future holds, we could go out to the store and get killed in an accident, we just don't know. The fact that we know we have cancer is quite a challange for us. I to want to watch my grandchildren grow to adulthood and my great grandaughter who will be 2yrs old this Feb. I myself have great faith in God, so I let Him help me thru this. I try to be positive for the most part and with the help of my friends and family they also help me to be positive. Keep the faith Kathee and hang in there okay? Keep in touch with me if you'd like. Some of what I read seems hopeful, some people live many yrs with this and just maybe it will be you and me. Take good care and let me know how the Rituxin worked for you, please! hugs for you ooooox x x x x x