But whether that's good or bad isn't yet clear
by bauerbl on Sat Nov 13, 2010 06:09 AM
I have just resently watched my husband pass on. I miss him so much i feel empty inside. Everyone say I am a strong person but I don't feel strong. I come home and it is empty.
i go to work and i miss him. I tell everyone that i am okay most days. but tonight I just can't stop crying. I want him back. and I know it is selfish. He suffered so much I did everything I could to make him comfortable. But i still miss him. I know he crossed over right away because he promised me he would and I don't feel him anymore. I thougth that I could handle this because I had five years to prepare for his death. What I am finding out that no matter how strong everyone thinks you are, the pain still hurts.
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