Will certainly try to help you, just as I was helped when I ask for it on this board.
I understand your confused mind and even the panicky feelings that you have at a time like this.
The Essiac Tea should be bought from a health food store. Buy the herbs, already prepared, and follow the instructions on boiling them to make the tea and storing it. DO NOT purchase the already made tea.
The FlaxSeed Oil w/lignans should also be purchased from a health food store, and must be kept in a refrigerated unit, at the store and at home. NEVER purchase the oil off a shelf, and never use capsules or other forms of it.
It must be shaken extremely well before use.
To start I used 2 tablespoons full of it on about 5 or 6 teaspoons of cottage cheese and mix in the bowl well. I use it like this but if you want to you can add some fruit such as pineapple, strwberries, blueberries, etc. And, yes, you must use cottage cheese only. Use this 2 times a day, on an empty stomach and allow at least two hours before ingesting anything else.
The Essiac Tea should be started with 1/2 ounce and worked up to 2 or 3 ounces 2 or 3 times dailey, as it can be tolerated. It is kind of nasty tasting and not mixed with anything else.
Also take it on an empty stomach and allow an hour before ingesting anything else.
Use your search engine for this and you will find lot's of reference's to it That will help you with it.
Also, using your search engine, search for The Beckwith Family, JoHanna Budwig, Alternative treatments for Cancer, etc., and you will find lot's of help. But be careful, lot's of this stuff is pure crap. You will be able after you do enough seaching to smell out the good stuff.
Hope I have helped some, and if you think that I might help again dont hesitate to contact me.
Also, look at www.worldprayerteam.org!
Good luck and GOD Bless!
David