Hello. I'm sorry for the delay in this response. I just wanted to say thanks for sharing with me what you've been going through and not to worry about offending me. I know how scary this is and empathize with with you. I'm sorry for everything you have gone through and seen.
I haven't been through what you've been through and don't know if I would be as strong. You sound like a very caring person with the best of intentions. Your friends are/were lucky to have you in their lives. I know the emotional struggles this disease brings on but I refuse to allow this cancer to define us.
You say cancer robs you of dignity but I see in your message someone who tries to help, someone who cares - someone with strength and dignity. No, we are human and cancer can't take that away from us!
FYI - my Dad's psa has dropped considerably since taking zytiga 2 months ago so we are focusing on day to day and trying to make the most of his latest improvements. Anyway, again, please let me know how you are and what's working/not working. I'll do the same regarding dad. Thanks again.